#and it’s very bittersweet
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#negativity cw#was looking at old photos of my parent when they were dating/newly married#and it’s very bittersweet#they were just a year or two older than me when they first met#and I can see how much I look like both of them#especially my dad for the first time#I’ve never really seen my resemblance to him before#but I can’t forget my mom telling me every year since im 13 im the reason they have marital issues#and that they’re going to divorce because of me#and my dad is going to have a heart attack and die because of me#and they’re going to have to sell the family home bc of me#and my siblings are going to grow up in a broken home bc of me#and she’s going to [redacted] herself because of me#and even now that I’m an adult and financially independent and moved out#and the drama of my middle/high school/college years are behind us#she does not feel any guilt or remorse over it#and still very much blames me#their anniversary is coming up in the new year and they are not seeing a gift from me
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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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renaissance dogys
characters belong to @canisalbus
#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship#with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet#ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth#to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO#im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the#high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves#also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3#idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between#masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one#these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise#i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance#for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr#save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me#my art#myart#doodles#fanart#others ocs#canisalbus#fur#furry art#machete#vasco#vaschete#ludovica#sfw fur#furry#anthro
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Thalia and Grover hanging out years in the future.... 😁
#hi so#grover is the orchid#hes very happy being a plant#thalia is talking to him#because hes the only one left#from her original life#it is very bittersweet#thalia grace#grover underwood#pjo#hoo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#pjo fanart#percy jackon and the olympians#percy pjo#fanart#pjo fandom
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#no real context lmao#just found an ancient sketch of this and got out of nowhere motivation to finish it#thinking abt the way i used to treat myself in the past is very bittersweet#cuz i lost sm time worrying abt my skills and presentation and restricting myself a lot and demanding so much out of myself all the time#i still struggle with it#but at the same time looking back fills me w pride and love for both my current and past selves#theres a lot of growth and progress there#and past me wasnt half as bad as they thought either#never be hard on urselves gamers#go out there embrace the world embrace urselves
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ARCANE 1.08 || 2.01
#arcane#arcaneedit#arcane league of legends#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi arcane#caitvi#vi x caitlyn#violyn#piltover's finest#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#ive only seen 2x1 so i cant go into the tag yet i just needed to gif this#mine#gif:arcane#i missed vi! im feeling very bittersweet about this whole ep ;-;
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"You are their hope"
I love to associate Orange (or his power? Same thing) to that of a north star ☆
#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#ava#avm#ava orange#ava second coming#ava green#ava red#ava blue#ava yellow#me and my favs having subtle/outright connection to hope#its a very interestingly tragicly bittersweet concept#the concept of hope itself and it's darker background#yum symbolism#also first time letting you all see a peek of my design of the CG and it's an angst doodle#ofc. typical monneggtart behavior
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Victim. Animator vs Animation. Suffering falling on deaf ears.
Been thinking about this 2mm thick stickfigure. Why is it so fun drawing these stupid weirdos. I kinda wonder if he knows if Alan is a human or not.
Anyways, I hope I cry my eyes out at the finale <3.
I find spiteful antagonists so intrinsically poetic. When a character's motives are laid out so simply as "I have been hurt and I need others to feel the same", we empathize. We all have felt rejection, or anger, or fear. And we all have felt that need to express it. We may not agree to a characters motives or actions, but we understand on such a deep level WHY they feel that way. And if that person isn't too far gone, we beg for them to step down. We beg for them to understand they are not alone. Because, somehow someway, we see ourselves in their suffering.
#I saw in a post the other day that Victim actually doodles. And I thought that was really cute and bittersweet.#I think he would be very self conscious of his artwork#he has never had a friend. So coworkers it is#art#my art#ava#animator vs animation#ava victim#victim ava#ava primal#ava agent#ava hazard#ava ballista
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“Then why do you draw, Fujino?”
#drivebypainter art#my art#art#fanart#look back#fujino look back#kyomoto look back#anime#anime fanart#manga#anime art#I cried so hard during the movie#I love the manga so much#the characters are very dear to me#to anyone reading this#definitely read the manga. It’s very short and very very bittersweet#also listen to Don’t Look Back In Anger by Oasis#the background is made up of the manga panels#anyways#please enjoy#<3
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the original trio ☆
#pokemon#ash ketchum#misty#brock#pikachu#togepi#psyduck#vulpix#art#fanart#my art#after all these years we're finally saying goodbye :']#very bittersweet
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Hospital Flowers 🌸 (click here for the clip!)
#Bads visit to the hospital was very bittersweet#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#bbh#badboyhalo fanart#cellbit#felps#tazercraft#pac tazercraft#mike tazercraft#favela 6#Favela 5#forever fanart#forever player#forever qsmp#4halo#eclipse duo#richarlyson fanart#qsmp richarlyson#Qsmp
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back together but at what cost...
#messy sketch is all you get sorry#if i listened to oh noel by idkhow on repeat while drawing this then thats only for me and spotify to know#really good really sad christmas song???? for my bd fanart??? fuck yeah#i listen to it an unhealthy amount in general but shhhhhh#uhhh i just checked and its number 4 of my most listened to songs on spotify and i dont know what that says about me and my state of being#buddy daddies#buddy daddies spoilers#kazuki kurusu#miri unasaka#rei suwa#fanart#my art#they deserved a big hug#i dont like how this turned out but stfu ok ok thx#this ep felt very bittersweet
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sketch dump sketch dump !!!! did these while on stream last night :333 and there’s more sketches BELOW 🤩
#ofc i used tigers for references I HAD TO#also drawing the vrbada twins was very bittersweet i made his sister so pretty 😔#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#mk1 fanart#mortal kombat fanart#mk fanart#kenshi takahashi#kung lao#tomas vrbada#smoke mk1#kuai liang#scorpion mk1#bihan#subzero mk1
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Assisting Acquaintance Acquired.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#Ignore how Wen Ning's hair looks here because I messed it up. Let's pretend he just sported a different hair style for a brief moment.#I am not exactly great at consistency but I am trying very hard to work on that (immediately messes up again).#Absolutely *love* how Wen Ning clearly remembers and admires WWX...who does *not* recognize him.#This is the best day for Wen Ning and it means *nothing* to WWX. A painful one-sided crush made worse.#It is bittersweet to realize that we care about someone more than they care about us. Sometime we pour love into a relationship-#-with someone who just can't reciprocate. It isn't always a conscious things either. Some people just aren't aware we care.#And painfully - so painfully - You can't make them aware. No act of kindness or gift or self sacrifice will make someone care about you.#You can martyr yourself for someone and they will continue on unchanged.#I think a lot about the parallels between WN and LWJ. Not foils - just reflections. A theme repeated.#People who give so much of themselves to someone who doesn't have the capacity to give any part of themself away.#I will die on the hill of 'Wen Ning would be the love triangle romance if that trope wasn't being avoided'.#And to be honest - thank the stars above that is the case. I do not know any good love triangles in media.#We are skipping some of the sad Jiang Cheng content because I really want to finish season 2 before May.#Sorry JC emo moment lovers...I'll deliver another time.
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This might be a strange question, but do you think it would be cathartic for Machete to have a tamagotchi in the modern AU? One of those things where it heals his inner child but he isn't sure why?
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#I do like the idea of him getting to be responsible for the wellbeing of a living thing in the modern au#like a pet or that one single cactus he cherishes#and being Very Worried about the whole thing#but ultimately doing really good job#answered#anonymous#modern au#in the original setting he exists in a bubble that is rather sterile and devoid of things that grow#apart from his lemon tree which refuses to bear fruit#I think it would be a bittersweet healing moment for him to realize that he's capable of cultivating life and goodness
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I’m here for your weirdest little guy, the most whacky little goofball you can provide. I haven’t decided if they’re going to become an oc or just some doodle motivation, but I have seen so many people get really pretty creatures so I am hoping to break that streak and get the freakiest freak you got! Dream goal would be if you pulled out something on the same level as a tailess whip scorpion, (if anyone is even slightly arachnophobic I would not look them up, they are like the “worst” parts of spiders cranked up to 11, otherwise definitely look them up they’re cool as hell)
That’s all I got, let’s test my luck!! Big money no Whammies!
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#tumblr genetics#genetics#asks#requests#sent to me#justabeewithapen#plants#flowers#nightshade#bittersweet nightshade#our second nightshade! very cool
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